This is not official. Mostly.

Okay so I named this before really thinking it through.
First and foremost, this is an apology. This has been homecoming week((homecoming is this saturday)) and I've been working/preparing this whole week. Both at home and at my job. School too but whatever, thats obvious.
So, I actually will be on EFA for tomorrow and Saturday, because after the dance, we're all sleeping over at Austins house((dont tell my parents, they think Im at Emilys)) and from there I dont know what we're doing.

Also, Im just doing really, really bad again. It comes and goes and its getting p. p. p. intense and Im not exactly sure how to stop it. Like, its hard to understand but I get really really suicidal while knowing that I'd never have the balls to do it. Besides. I love my sister too much and life is mostly pretty grand, right?
But yeah. So Im really sorry for not having responded in the roleplay, or to have been doing much of anything.
Im just really bad. And really busy. And really, really stressed. But I love you all.
Theres no need for words of encouragement because I already know just how wonderful you all are; So no worries<3
Im mostly okay. This is just a heads up~ ^^

Much love from me to you. Thank you kindly dearests.

Pssh of course I'm gonna post something cheesy<33

We love you, and we understand if life's a little tough right now c:

And lol Homecoming is this week for me too

Short and sweet wow I'm kinda bad at this

But just remember that we will always love you<33333

Verine I love u with all my heart and u r an angel and if I can get blood taken w out crying (which I did today) u can get through this because ilysm and also Mave I'm telling you now my internet on my laptop is wrecked from adware and I'm hopefully getting it fixed tomorrow so I should be back soon but if not that's why okay Veri back to you I believe you will have lots of fun at "Emily's" and that you will b okay just keep a positive mind and remember it's winter it's time for snowballs and snowmen and comfy pants and fireside hot chocolate and late night Netflix and chill w ur dogs ok I love you baby girl

Everyone's going to post something supportive or cheesy XD <333

Good luck with Homecoming dear.
You go have fun.
Hope everything gets better or you.
Love you, hope things get better <3

Hey, I know you said no words of encouragement, but I have been where you are, recently, with the whole suicidal yet not entirely sure why thing. Luckily I had a best friend to help me through it but if you ever need some words or advice or just someone to talk to, I'm here. Times can get tough especially if you don't know what's quite going on in your mind and stuff like that, but there will always be someone here for you.
Anyways, enough of that. Enjoy your homecoming! Sounds fun :)

Solike. I know I already PMed you about this but I'm repeating it bc I love you.

If you *ever* need to vent about anything I'm here for you. I am sososososoos sorry you're getting into those sucky moods, but I can promise you, it'll go away. Just hang in there. Please remember that everyone loves you, and we don't ever want to lose you. We are ALL here for you, no matter what.

Also have fun at Homecoming. <3

Ahhhhhh thank you all<3
It means much much much~

You're so supportive, you deserve it <3

I'd like to inform all of you that somehow, Im still alive. Unfortunately, I dont necessarily have the time to come back yet and make a lasting impression, but I figured since this topic was a tad dark I'd let you all know that I am, in fact, living. Its nice.
Im feeling better, mostly, but there is still a lot more going on and my dad is stressing me out a lot lately. So Im not back.
Just alive.

much love<3

So glad that you're feeling better, love<333

Happy to see you're still goin strong bab. Keep it up<3

So glad you're still going ddear, keep it up and you'll get out of that place soon <33

Glad to hear you are going strong.
We all love you and appreciate you.
Keep fighting!