Group Home RP

As Yuki continued to kiss and lick Roki’s neck he could hear the boy moan, and the wonderful feeling for him grew stronger. He had never expected it to feel this great, even though he had once felt it before, it wasn’t as amazing as feeling it together with someone you loved; it felt so much stronger.
Yuki was like a completely different person; his body out of control, his mind didn’t even have an opinion anymore. There were no worries, no fears, his mind was completely blank. If only this feeling could continue forever, if only they never had to stop. ‘’...mmm...Yuki...I...ooooo...I...’’
Yuki pulled back, looking confused at Roki; thoughts started to fill his mind again and he began to worry whether or not he might have hurt Roki in some way while they were doing this. ‘’I didn’t hurt him, right…?’’, he asked himself in his mind, blushing slightly as fear filled his blue eyes.
But he didn’t have to worry for long because Roki suddenly shook his head and grabbed Yuki’s hand, moving it along the front of his pants. Yuki wanted to start kissing him again but suddenly Roki fell backwards and he pulled Yuki on the ground along with him. Yuki ended on top of Roki, whimpering slightly as his lower body hit Roki’s leg hard.


Regaining control over himself he wanted to grab Roki’s face and kiss him again, but Roki made his move way quicker, pushing Yuki over so Yuki ended up below. Then Roki grabbed Yuki’s hand, leading it down to his pants; meanwhile he kissed Yuki gently on the lips.
Suddenly he moaned again and the blush on Yuki’s face grew darker as he too badly wanted to feel the great pleasure. ‘’...Yuki...r-right there...mmm...keep going...faster...like as fast as...ooooo...as fast as you can...right there...so close already...just...mmmmmmmm~’’
Roki giggled softly before kissing Yuki again and Yuki’s mind went blank once more. at times where he would have worried about possibly hurting Roki, he didn’t think about it anymore at all. Instead of worrying or feeling nervous or scared, he shook Roki’s hand away from his own and took over what Roki had been doing. He rubbed Roki’s lower body hard and steady as he deepened their kiss.
Soft whimpers escaped his throat as he wanted to moan badly, but tried to keep himself under control; even though he didn’t really think right now and just wanted to feel, he still didn’t want to go too fast and hurt Roki.
‘’Oh my… I can’t hold it much longer… This feels way too great. I never thought I would feel this again.’’

Roki continued to move Yuki's hand in slow motions up and down, as he guiding it over where he felt the strongest feelings. He pulled back from Yuki's face moaning loudly for a split second before kissing Yuki deeply again. Roki's small body rocked and jolted with pleasure at every move Yuki made causing him to whimper and silently beg for more with his moans and eyes.
Roki felt Yuki suddenly push his hand away and he yelped softly before whimpering in annoyance. It didn't last long however when his whimpering was quickly replaced with a long loud moan as he felt Yuki take over where he had left off. He ran his hands through Yuki's hair as his breath came out in small breaths.
“mmmm...ahh...Yuki-”
Roki forced his lips onto Yuki's quickly and roughly trying to muffle the loud noises he was now making. He didn't want to anyone to walk in on them when he wasn't finished and had just a little further to go. He felt Yuki pick up the speed to a almost unbearable speed as he threw back his head screaming out.
“Ah...ahhh....aahh-aaahhhhhhh~ Y-Yukiiiiii~” Roki felt a huge rush of relief flow through out his entire body as a dark blush appeared on his face. He rolled off of Yuki onto the floor next to him panting heavily and trying to catch his breath as sweat dripped down his face. He looked at Yuki thru half closed eyes and noticed the liquid that now covered Yuki's upper body and the floor.

Roki felt his face heat up as a feeling of embarrassment and shame came to him. 'Ew...i just...on Yuyu...why body...but...it felt so good...so right...' He quickly shook himself from his thoughts as he realized that Yuki hadn't done anything yet. He smiled sleepily and sat up slowly before reaching his hands down Yuki's front and into his pants as he started rubbing him slowly.
Roki kissed Yuki's neck as he started to increase the speed of his hands wanting Yuki to feel what he had just felt moments ago. Roki giggled and pushed his body against Yuki's as he continued to speed up his actions. He knew that Yuki was begging for the feelings too since he had heard him whimpering and moaning while he had helped Roki. He licked at Yuki's neck several times before whispering softly into his ear.
“Yuki...that was...well...but now it's your turn~”
Roki giggled very softly again and went back to Yuki's neck as he rubbed the boy very hard and steady on his lower body now. He trailed Yuki's body with his other hand running his finger through his hair.
Everything. He wanted Yuki to feel every single thing he had just felt. Even though all he felt afterwards was shame and embarrassment Roki had to admit it had felt amazing and he wanted Yuki to have the same feeling. He didn't want Yuki to be in pain or to be hurting since he knew how bad that felt.

Yuki smiled weakly, a huge blush on his face, as he noticed Roki enjoying their time together. That was all he wanted; that Roki would enjoy it. He enjoyed it too, but probably less than Roki, but he didn’t really care about that. He cared more for Roki.
Roki kissed him deeply and Yuki returned the kiss as he held the boy tight, going faster with what he did. Suddenly Roki pulled back from their kiss and moaned loudly, and Yuki could all of a sudden feel something on his upper body. Blushing heavily he didn’t dare to look down at his brown long sleeved shirt, so instead he looked at Roki who now looked very happy, and smiled weakly once again.
‘’It’s all over my shirt… But that doesn’t matter… as long as Roki had fun I’m fine with it. I will take care of this other thing later.’’, he thought, trying not to think about it. However, the thought about it came back to him and he couldn’t help but worry. ‘’But still, I need to find a way to get out of this classroom without people seeing this… stuff in my shirt… How am I gonna do that…?’’
Yuki looked up at Roki suddenly grabbed him and moved his hands down Yuki’s body. Yuki gasped, trying to keep a moan hidden; he had never been one to make too much noise, whether it was normal and social life or… this. Biting his lip he felt how Roki now started licking his neck and he couldn’t help but whimper once again, wrapping his arms around the boy and squeezing his back slightly.


Roki speeded up and Yuki threw back his head, biting his lip even worse. A whimper escaped his closed mouth, making the noise sounding muffled. ‘’I… I can’t make too much noise… It would sound weird and people might hear us outside…’’, he thought, reaching with both hands for his head as another soft moan escaped his throat, when Roki licked his neck once again.
‘’Yuki...that was...well...but now it's your turn~’’, Roki suddenly whispered in his ear and a shiver ran down Yuki’s spine, going all the way down and ending up in his belly. He looked confused at Roki, a blush on his face as he stared with dazed eyes. ‘’But… I thought he had already started… Or was that just a warm up?’’
Roki went back to kissing Yuki’s neck and his hand speeded up below. Yuki grinded his teeth in response, closing his eyes firmly as he tried not to make a sound. He knew Roki probably wanted to hear him, but it felt weird to make too much noise, and he just never had been one to scream out things.
However, this felt really amazing, and Yuki couldn’t keep himself quiet for long. As his willpower to not make any sounds slowly grew weaker he started to whimper and moan softly, gripping Roki’s back tighter with his fingers. And as Roki kept on going Yuki’s moans grew louder slowly.


‘’Aahhhh… aaahhhhh… Rokiiii!’’, Yuki suddenly moaned and he breathed heavily, all the tension leaving his body. He gripped Roki tight and kissed the boy deeply and hard before pulling back from their kiss and panting, the blush on his face even darker now.
Feeling a bit ashamed of his sudden outburst he let go of Roki and sat up, glancing away shyly as he stared at the ground, rubbing the back of his head a bit.
‘’Oh, um… sorry… I didn’t mean to scream that loud…’’, he whispered nervously, not looking up at Roki. He took a deep breath, calming himself; he didn’t want to freak out after what just happened.
‘’No one has ever done this with me before… It felt so great. I don’t mind… doing this more often with Roki, if he wants to…’’, Yuki thought, shocked at his own thoughts. ‘’No, I need to stop thinking about this… How am I going to follow classes at school now with this mess all over my shirt?’’
He finally dared to look up at Roki and saw the mess he had created. Swallowing and biting his lip slightly his blush became worse, but this time it was a blush out of true shame. Just like what had happened to him, had now happened to Roki, as well; there was a mess all over his shirt.
‘’Oh no… Roki I’m sorry, I didn’t mean to…’’, he stopped speaking, not sure what else to say. Glancing nervously at the clock he realized lunch time was almost over; in around ten minutes they had to get back to class, but they couldn’t leave this empty classroom, nor like this. And maybe when the break was over, students would enter this very classroom. ‘’Oh, this was a stupid idea…’’


Yuki got to his feet and stared around him, across the empty classroom, but his blue eyes mostly landed on the stuff on his and Roki’s shirts. He glanced at Roki with a nervous look in his eyes and shrugged slightly, completely dumbfounded and not sure what to do now.
‘’We really made a mess… we will get in trouble if we don’t think of anything to fix it with, quickly… ’’, he whispered and he looked at the clock again nervously. ‘’Oh… what do we do? We need to get out of this classroom without being seen like this… and we need to wash our clothes… maybe at the restroom?’’
He looked at Roki again, kicking with his feet slightly as he tried to concentrate and think of a solution. He felt really stupid for what they had done, for what happened here. He wished it hadn’t happened, even though it had felt really good. ‘’We shouldn’t have done this here, oh no, people will see this, they will find out… ooooh nooo…’’
Yuki reached for his head with his hands, breathing faster as he started glancing around the room nervously for a solution; he was panicking. Most of the mess was only on his shirt so guessing they couldn’t see it when he had no shirt, he started taking off his shirt in panicking mode. ‘’Ooooh no…’’

As Shun walked through town he came across a music store and glanced inside, a sad look in his different colored eyes as that very moment with Haya from minutes ago was still fresh in his mind. He sighed deep, trying to forget about it as he shook his head in disbelief, but the thought stuck.
‘’How can she do this to me…? Am I that worthless…?’’, he thought, his body shivering slightly as he closed his eyes. He could feel tears welling up in his eyes but didn’t want to cry, not here, not right now with all these people around him; they would see him act like a baby, he didn’t want that. He was already useless in their eyes because he was a foster child, it was a small village so most of the people here didn’t really know him, but he knew where he and the other children at the home where from. ‘’I… I need t-to stop thinking about t-this… I need to move on w-with my life… I was going to make t-this a f-fun day, I better stop acting like a little whiny kid right now.’’
Shun shook his head again and wiped his eyes, trying to regain control over his emotions. Stepping inside the store he went in search for a new music instrument he could buy for himself. He grabbed his wallet from his pocket and glanced inside, making sure he had enough money there to actually but something. He seemed to have enough money left, even for three new music instruments if he wanted to. But with spending that money his wallet would be broke. Though, he still had more money on his bank account from earlier savings, so it didn’t really matter if he spend all the money in his wallet right now. ‘’I’m having a day for… myself… It’s my day, I’m not gonna buy any food or any toys for the kids today. But maybe… maybe I can get some more money from my bank account after this and buy dinner for the children, though, I don’t feel like cooking…’’


He moved deeper into the store, looking at small keyboards, guitars, there even were violins. He wanted these music instruments so badly, he wanted all of them, but he only had enough money right now for a maximum of two objects. ‘’Hmm… maybe I could order pizza tonight. Yes, pizza sounds nice, most people in the house probably like it better than sushi. I don’t think they want sushi for dinner AGAIN…’’
His eyes trailed across the many different music instruments, but they ended up resting on a small violin standing in the corner. Even though he had asked Mrs. Pribilsky for a guitar, he knew how to play a violin well so she probably wouldn’t care, right? At least… he knew how to play music, and not sound like a dying cat like she had told him earlier. ‘’She probably won’t care… and if she does I can talk to her about it. and if she really dislikes me having two music instruments, I can return to the violin to the store. Yeah. Let’s try it out.’’
Shun grabbed the violin and looked at it, resting it on his shoulder. He grabbed the fiddlestick and started playing a tune out of his head while he held his eyes closed; What Child Is This, by Lindsey Stirling. After playing a few notes of the song he opened his eyes to look at the violin, like he was inspecting it.


Looking up he saw this saleswoman walking up to him, a bright smile on her face. She seemed not much older than Shun himself, maybe she was around twenty years old or something. At least, she seemed like one of the youngest salespeople in this store.
‘’That was beautiful!’’, she said, her bright smile was so big, it almost seemed fake. And maybe it was fake; maybe she just gave him this compliment because she thought he would be more eager to buy the violin this way. ‘’Can I help you?’’
Shun blinked his eyes a few times as he blankly stared at her, before lowering the violin, taking it off his shoulder. He looked at the music instrument, thinking. After a few more minutes he looked back up at her and smiled weakly, but his smile was fake.
‘’Thanks, and nope. I will take this one, I think, not sure yet though. Mind if I take a better look around the store?’’, he said and then girl nodded, taking a few steps back.
‘’That’s completely fine, if you need any advice or help, just ask.’’, she said and she turned around, walking off. Shun stared at her for a moment. ‘’She looks… nice.’’, he thought, but he quickly erased the thought from his mind, because as he thought about it, Haya came back to him in the back of his head. ‘’I don’t want to think about her anymore…’’


He kept the violin with him as he went through the sore once again, searching for another possible good music instrument. He came across some drums but shook his head; he loved every kind of music instrument, and he could play them all because he loved music class at school, but he preferred a violin and a guitar over the drums, so instead he moved on to the guitar section.
His eyes immediately fell on an acoustic guitar standing in the front, it’s body a light brown, almost cream color. Shun smiled for a moment before moving over to the guitar and taking a better look. Putting the violin down and grabbing the guitar he moved his fingers over the strings for a moment before adjusting the tunes slightly. He then started playing a few tunes from Tommy Emmanuel’s song The Hunt; though, it was less slower than the actual song, because Shun would never become as great as that guitarist. And man, Tommy Emmanuel was considered the best guitar player in the world. ‘’This guitar sounds good, too. I know it, I will take the guitar and the violin AND I will buy a case for the both of them so I can easily carry them around or transport them. After all it’s a ten minute walk back home. yeah, I will do that.’’
Shun grabbed the guitar and the violin and went in search for some good cases for the music instruments to put them in. After finding a good one for both with a good cheap price for them, he moved over to the checkout to pay for the instruments.


‘’Have you found anything good?’’, the girl behind the checkout asked him; it was the same girl from before. Shun didn’t look her in the eyes but simply nodded, smiling his fake smile again as he paid his last wallet money for the instruments. As he wanted to put them in their cases the girl suddenly grabbed one of the cases and helped him with it, almost touching his hand in the process.
Shun flinched for a moment, pulling back his hand as he stared at her, rather shocked. He didn’t want this, not right now; he wasn’t in the mood for any cute girls trying to get his attention, because it was obvious she was trying to get in contact with him. ‘’Are you okay? Did I do anything wrong? I just wanted to help you…’’, she asked, becoming a bit nervous as she stared at the counter. Shun just shook his head, trying to forget about it.
‘’I’m sorry, I didn’t mean to… I can manage on my own, thanks.’’, he said bluntly, putting the violin and the guitar in their cases before putting his now empty wallet away and grabbing both the cases with his hands, turning around and ready to walk off.
‘’I’m Alana.’’, she said quickly as she watched him walk away. Shun stopped for a moment, completely stiffened.
‘’Takeru.’’, he said quickly and bluntly before moving out of the store with a deep sigh escaping his mouth. Why had he just told that girl his actual name if he didn’t want anything to do with her?

Roki continued work on helping Yuki speeding up his movements. He couldn't help but smiled at Yuki's attempt to muffle and quiet his moans. He heard Yuki after a while seem to stop trying most likely unable to still the noises any longer, and instead heard Yuki get louder and louder with every movement he seemed to make.
“Aahhhh... aaahhhhh... Rokiiii!”
Roki stopped his hands as he felt Yuki's body tighten and Yuki pull Roki into a deep kiss gripping his back tightly. He kissed Yuki back just a deeply as a feeling of happiness crossed his mind and face. He opened his eyes when Yuki pulled back and stared at him through his still half dazed state of mind. He blinked a few times trying to figure out what they had just done and what had just happened. All that crossed his mind was a feeling of relief.
It was strange and foreign to Roki since all his life he had never know this kind of pleasure. He sat up slowly having to force his arms to push his body up before hearing Yuki and turning to listen.
“Oh, um... sorry... I didn't mean to scream that loud...”
Roki nodded sleepily and waved his hand before putting it back down to hold his body up again. He understood where Yuki was coming from. He didn't know how loud they had really been since it had all seemed pretty quiet to him.
“It's fine...I don't think...anyone...heard anyway...” Roki said in between breaths of airs as he tried to calm his racing heart and mind. Suddenly for the first time since they had finished just seconds before, Roki felt something causing his shirt to stick to his tummy and chest. He looked down slowly to find a pretty big sized stain on his white shirt and on the edges of his black jacket. He stopped and held his shirt out a little confused as he brushed his hand across his shirt.
“Oh no... Roki I'm sorry, I didn't mean to...”


Roki looked up at Yuki still confused before everything fell into place and he realized what was on his clothes. 'Water...Yuki has water too...but it's more then mine...why? His shirt doesn't look as bad as mine...why is that?' Before Roki could think any further into it he heard Yuki start speaking in a soft whisper.
“We really made a mess... we will get in trouble if we don't think of anything to fix it with, quickly... oh... what do we do? We need to get out of this classroom without being seen like this... and we need to wash our clothes... Maybe at the restroom.”
Roki just shook his head slowly trying to clear his mind. He had already been tired at the start of school be now he just wanted to curl up and go to sleep although he knew he couldn't. He glanced at the clock before jolting up and staring at it. Yuki had a point. It was almost time for lunch to be over. Roki looked around at him, Yuki, and the few spots on the floor. He place his hands in his lap and started panicking slowly as he tried to think of what they could do.
Roki's body shook in fear as he looked around and ran his hands thru his hair. He deeply regretted what he had just done with Yuki now even though he had loved every minute of it.
“...scared...what do we do...dang it...Roki you idiot...not much of a growed-up thing to do...shit we're going to get caught...ugh what do we doooo...”
Roki looked over at Yuki as he felt tears slowly fill his eyes. He blinked them back but they slowly returned as he hear Yuki speaking again.
“We shouldn't have done this here, oh no, people will see this, they will find out... ooooh nooo... ooooh no...”
Roki watched Yuki start taking his shirt off and blushed darkly though it really didn't make his already dark face look much different. He quickly turned his head away not knowing exactly what Yuki's plan was or how much he intended to strip in front of him. Roki turned back slowly and sighed before decided to take off his shirt and jacket too. He quickly removed them and glanced at Yuki before pushing himself to his feet.


As soon as he was to his feet Roki wished he hadn't gotten up. He felt something wet on his legs and lower body and moved his hands to feel. On the outside his pants felt dry though a little damp so he turned away from Yuki to quickly look inside. He drew in a sharp breath before shutting his pants again.
“...well...that answers my question from a few minutes ago...but...umm...gonna be harder to clean then my shirt and jacket...”
Roki turned to look at Yuki very ashamed of his actions now. His body shook and he rubbed his arm as he tried to find his words. “Yuki I got a...problem...there's a reason why my shirt...is as messy as yours...and...I don't know what to do...and I am scared...very scared...”
He put his arms behind his back as he kicked the floor with his shoe.
“...uh this was a bad idea...I should have thought like a growed-up...instead of a child...jeez I am a dummy...n-now...i don't know how we are going to get out of this...or how we are going to clean up...your going to have an easier time cleaning up then me...ew...it's everywhere...I can feel water everywhere...”
Roki felt slow silent tears fall down his cheeks onto the floor and he sat down on the floor before curling his knees up to his chest.
“Sorry, Kitty...I don't know how to fix it...it feels yucky and even though I liked it...i wish the water hadn't stayed so close...my boxers and pants...are...ar-are...”
Finally Roki pushed his face into his arms and quietly started crying. He felt so tired and confused now. He didn't see a way to leave the room with his clothes the way they were especially his pants and boxers. He looked up at Yuki as tears still fell and he wondered if Yuki had an idea.

‘’...well...that answers my question from a few minutes ago...but...umm...gonna be harder to clean then my shirt and jacket...’’, Roki said and Yuki looked at his boyfriend, standing there shirtless with his long sleeved shirt hanging over his arm. He glanced at Roki in confusion, not really sure what the boy was talking about. After all he had been standing several feet away from him minding his own business. ‘’Yuki I got a...problem...there's a reason why my shirt...is as messy as yours...and...I don't know what to do...and I am scared...very scared...’’
Yuki simply stared at him, blushing slightly as he now began to realize he wasn’t wearing a shirt, in front of his boyfriend. He wanted to say something to calm Roki and to comfort him, but as he opened his mouth no words came out. So he quickly shut it again and rubbed the back of his head unsure. ‘’...uh this was a bad idea...I should have thought like a growed-up...instead of a child...jeez I am a dummy...n-now...i don't know how we are going to get out of this...or how we are going to clean up...your going to have an easier time cleaning up then me...ew...it's everywhere...I can feel water everywhere... Sorry, Kitty...I don't know how to fix it...it feels yucky and even though I liked it...i wish the water hadn't stayed so close...my boxers and pants...are...ar-are...’’


Roki began to cry after he said this, hiding his face with his arms. Yuki didn’t know what to do; he was completely shocked by what had happened just now. And not long after Roki looked at him, tears still streaming down the kid’s face. He looked at Yuki with hope in his eyes, like he waited for Yuki to come up with an idea, a solution for everything. But Yuki really didn’t know what to do.
‘’Oh, this has gotten out of hand… What do we do…? What do we dooooo…?’’, Yuki asked himself in his mind, biting his lip as he stared around the classroom, panicking. He really didn’t know, but he didn’t want to tell Roki he didn’t know because he didn’t want the boy to cry; he wanted Roki to feel safe, not scared.
Walking circles in the classroom he stared at the ground as he spoke of the steps they had been through. He whispered the words softly, mumbling to himself. ‘’Our shirt is dirty, our pants are dirty… if we go outside we might risk being seen… but if we stay here, they will see us like this as well because it’s a classroom, and it’s probably gonna be used in a few minutes for the next lesson…’’, he told himself. He stopped walking in circles and just stared at the ground, griping his shirt tight as the blush on his face grew bigger.
Looking at Roki he shrugged slightly, worry and fear in his blue eyes. ‘’We don’t have a choice, we have to leave this classroom and find a way to clean our clothes, best option is in the restroom. If someone comes there in we can hide in the stalls…’’, he continued, he walked up to Roki and grabbed the boy’s hand, pulling him on his feet and hugging him slightly before feeling stupid and dirty and pulling himself back again.


‘’We have to leave this classroom Roki, we can’t stay here or we get caught…’’, he spoke again after a moment of silence, a shiver ran down his spine as he thought about it. ‘’If we run to the nearest restroom really quick the people in the hallway might not see the mess…’’
He turned around, not looking at Roki as he felt ashamed, and went to the room’s door, opening it slightly and peeking outside, to make sure no one was there to see them coming out. Everything seemed clear, but that probably would change if they didn’t hurry.
‘’Kitten, come, quick!’’, he said and he turned back around, running to Roki and grabbing the boy’s hand, trying to pull him along. He looked with big eyes at the boy, trying to keep his racing heart under control. ‘’No one is in this hallway right now, we gotta find a rest room quick, hurry!’’
Yuki let go of Roki’s hand and pushed his head around the corner, making sure the coast was still clear, and meanwhile he searched for the nearest restroom, as well. Gesturing for Roki to follow him he left the classroom, still shirtless, and dashed over towards the boy’s restroom. He didn’t wait for Roki to come, he didn’t really think about it; he was so shocked and afraid, the adrenaline caused him to act before thinking.
Rushing over to the sink he threw his shirt in it and opened the water tap, letting water rush over the dirty spot on his shirt. He started cleaning his shirt as he stood there, his heartbeat going wild and his breathing fast. Meanwhile he paid close attention to his surroundings, making sure no one was in the stalls or entering the bathroom, no one else besides Roki.
‘’Oooh, why did we do this…?’’

Roki's shoulders shook as he cried softly into his hands. He wasn't trying to act like a small child and cry his eyes out, but he was terrified of what people would do to him. His father had always gotten upset with him when he had do what he did with Yuki. No he had never done it himself his father had though sometimes Roki couldn't take the small pains and he would fix them. When that happened his father would hit him and leave him bleeding in his bed in pain and crying till he fell asleep.
Roki shook his head slowly not wanting to remember any of his past and instead met Yuki's gaze. He saw Yuki blushing and clearly clueless on what they should do. He wiped his eyes and nose on his shirt he held after finding a dry spot on one sleeve before hiccupping softly and looking back at Yuki.
'Okay Roki think. What can I do. I don't know have to fix this. I mean we could possibly go wash up but then we still have the problem of being soaking wet in school. Of course we could just blame that on a wet fight in the bathroom. I mean kids do weird things like that all the time don't they?'
Roki saw movement out of the corner of his eye and looked up to see Yuki pacing in circles. Roki shifted his weight and made a face as he felt his under clothes sticking to him.
“Our shirt is dirty, our pants are dirty...if we go outside we might risk being seen...but if we stay here, they will see us like this as well because it's a classroom, and it's probably gonna be used in a few minutes for the next lesson...”


Roki nodded slowly started to calm down as he watched Yuki. He was still scared but hearing Yuki's voice calmed him a bit so he could start thinking clearly. His eyes met with Yuki's as he saw worry and fear in his eyes as well.
“We don't have a choice, we have to leave this classroom and find a way to clean our clothes, best option is in the restroom. If someone comes there in we can hide in the stalls...”
Roki nodded again and jumped a bit in shock as Yuki walked up and grabbed his hand pulling him up. He stared at the floor as a dark blush came over his face and neck feeling ashamed by his actions and the mess they had caused. He yelped as Yuki suddenly hugged him slightly and closed his eyes not sure how to react to it at this point in time. He loved it when Yuki hugged him and even more when Yuki kissed him, but fear and surprise had dug themselves too deep for Roki to act on his emotions. He was a bit thankful when Yuki pulled back before addressing him again.
“We have to leave this classroom Roki, we can't stay here or we get caught...if we run to the nearest restroom really quick the people on the hallway might not see the mess...”
Roki stared at Yuki wiping his eyes once more and clearing any tears he had left before letting Yuki take his hand and drag him over to the door. He waited with his back against the classroom wall as Yuki checked the halls. He quickly looked over the classroom floor making sure it was clean and clear of any water before hearing Yuki hurriedly speaking.
“Kitten, come, quick! No one is in this hallway right now, we gotta find a restroom quick, hurry!”
Roki nodded as a very cute but serious look crossed his face. He watched Yuki dash across to the boys bathroom before disappearing behind the door. Roki looked around in the hallways scanning them to be sure no one had seen Yuki. 'It's like we're spies or something~' Roki though happily before shaking his head and whispering to himself. “Roki cut that out! I have to go find Yuki! ...Spies...what the heck goes on in my mind sometimes...?”


Roki rushed across the hallway into the boys bathroom and saw Yuki washing his shirt out in the sink. He looked at the sinks and then around at the rest of the bathroom. Roki ran over to the sink near Yuki and turned the water on full blast before attempting to wash his shirt and jacket.
“Kitty, how are we going to clean our pants? ...and...um...”  Roki's face went a dark red again as he stared down at the clothes ha was washing off. “...my boxers...how do I wash them?”
Roki yelped loudly jumping a bit as he heard a bell go off and ring through-out the building.
“Son of a bit- I mean...” He looked at Yuki smiling weakly. “Right you don't like cursing...um...son of a female dog?”
Roki then quickly turned off the water and squeezed the water from his shirt and jacket. He looked at the clock and started panicking after seeing the time. “Ohhhh this is never gonna work Kitty...”  He grow quiet after hearing the noises of foot steps rushing down the halls. Roki grabbed Yuki's hand and pulled on it. “Kitty what do we do? What do we do? Oh my god their gonna find out! I don't want them to find out!”
Roki's eyes teared up and he looked around the bathroom before running down to the stall on the end that was to biggest. He quickly banged the door closed before remembering Yuki at the sink and opening it back up. “Psst! Yuyu, come here, hurry.”  He though they might be safer together unless Yuki wanted his own stall. Really Roki didn't care as long as Yuki hid even though he really wanted to be with Yuki right now. He watched the doorway begging no one to enter before he and Yuki could hid. Something hit him all of the sudden and he blushed darkly before turning his gaze back to Yuki. “If you're hiding with me Kitty hurry up...I have to go again...”

Shun was becoming so tired; even though he hadn’t been away from home for very long, he had been walking a lot and now he was carrying these two cases, filled with a violin and a guitar, two heavy objects. And the boy still felt a faint headache from yesterday and this morning. As he moved across the side walk the heavy music instruments gave him muscle aches and back aches, as well as some slight pains in his neck. His stomach twisted slightly; he started to feel nauseous again, like he had felt last night after drinking so much vodka.
The vodka; it was Kain’s and Shun had stolen it and drank the whole bottle. He felt so ashamed of his actions, he felt so guilty. He had promised Kain he would find a new bottle for him somehow, but being sixteen he wasn’t allowed to drink yet, so he couldn’t just buy one somewhere in a store; they wouldn’t give him the alcohol. ‘’That was so stupid of me… how am I ever going to get a bottle of vodka now? Where can I find it? Nowhere…’’, Shun thought negatively and he yawned once, rubbing his eye slightly before continuing on his walk.
‘’Maybe I need to go home… I need to sleep, rest. I actually shouldn’t be here right now; I went against the home’s rules, the parent’s rules, even Verine’s rules.’’
The thought about Verine made Shun sigh; Verine was a sweetheart; signing him off for school and telling him to rest. What if she found out he was walking outside in town right now, not resting like she had told him to do? Would she get mad at him, or upset with him?


Shun wasn’t sure; he hadn’t exactly been close to Verine over all these years. They had never really spoken much until yesterday, when he was so desperate and acting so childish over a stupid thing called love. Love didn’t exist, not anymore. Not in Shun’s eyes. ‘’I guess I’m worthless after all… Who wants a useless foster child like me as their lover? No one…’’
Tears started to well up in his eyes again but Shun quickly wiped them away. He couldn’t cry, it was stupid. But still his emotions were too overwhelming for him, and he couldn’t help but drop a few tears; they slowly rolled down his cheek but couldn’t reach the end of Shun’s face as the boy once more wiped his arm across it.
‘’I can’t think straight right now… I need to go home and rest.’’, he thought again, speeding up his steps even though it made him feel tired even quicker. ‘’A ten minute walk home, I will get there faster if I run. And once I’m home I will enter the house and hide in my room as quick as I can, no one will notice it. I will get Kain a new bottle of vodka later… one way or another. I promised I would.’’


The boy rushed home as quick as he could. When he saw the house in the very distance, at the horizon, he began to run; the faster he ran, the sooner he would be home and be able to lay back down in his bed; the better. Running tired him, running made him feel sick, and so as Shun finally reached the front yard of the house, he had to stop and stand still in order to catch his breath.
Moving up to the front door slowly he stopped again once up the small steps and leaned with his hand in the wall, head bend over and panting heavily. His heart beat was racing, he felt so nauseous, so sick. He vomited, but it wasn’t much; just a bit and small strings drool dripped and hung from his mouth and chin. Shun quickly wiped it away, panting again and closing his eyes firmly, trying to get rid of the sick feeling. But in return came a stronger headache and dizziness.
‘’I was so stupid… why did I do this…? I made a total fool of myself, I made Kain angry, that’s even the worst thing I did… I shouldn’t have done this… I’m stupid…’’, the boy thought as again a bit of vomit came out. He coughed, wiping away a few more tears that had started to falling during the moment another headache had struck him. ‘’I need to sleep, right now… need to go inside and go to my room…’’

Shun stood there panting and crying softly as he stared at the ground, his arm still leaning against the wall, making him able to stand up and keep his balance. he wanted to go inside but it felt like he could stumble and fall every second now. He was afraid he would vomit again if he took too many steps too quickly. So he stood there, his heavy baggage he had bought today laying behind him on the steps. He groaned slightly as he tried to shift his weight by moving differently over the wall.
‘’That wasn’t a good idea, now I feel worse… dang it.’’, he thought and he groaned again, the vibrating in his throat caused him to cough and again some vomit came out of his mouth. Even though it wasn’t much, it still hurt his throat, and it tasted horrible. Shun wiped it away with his free hand, trying to keep no standing.
That’s when he suddenly heard the sound of a car driving up next to the house. With a jerk Shun turned his head, his different colored eyes filled with shock; he was afraid Mr. Pribilsky had come home earlier than normal. But when he saw the car he sighed in relief; it was a car he didn’t know, it wasn’t Mr. Pribilsky’s; probably another new foster kid. And Shun seemed to be right about that.
A woman came out, opening the car’s door for a boy around Shun’s age, before grabbing the boy’s luggage and giving it to him. Shun watched the scene unfold silently. There seemed to be some tension between the woman and the boy and that ended up in a small argument, which seemed to escalate rather quickly.
‘’Hikaru! Are you even listening to me?’’, the woman asked but the boy responded with a simple ‘’nope’’ escaping his mouth. ‘’Hikaru you don't normally at this harsh. Is something bothering you again? Memories?’’


‘’Shut up! Stop asking like you care! Just leave me alone! Go get back in you fancy car and drive away! I don't need nor do I want your sympathy! You don't understan-’’, the boy responded quickly after her last words, but the woman was quick to hit him in the face.
Shun’s eyes widened in confusion and slight shock, but soon he didn’t really care about it anymore; it seemed like he shouldn’t be bothering himself with this situation. So instead he huffed and turned his head slightly so it wouldn’t seem like he was looking, but still he was.
‘’Great, that escalated quickly. Overstating behavior…’’, Shun thought as he tried to listen to the rest of the conversation. The fight was so strange and useless, it didn’t even look real in Shun’s eyes, like they were acting it all. Hadn’t they noticed him yet?
‘’Hikaru you can't shut yourself out from the world forever! Stop it! There are people who want to help you, are willing to help you! You have to open up or you’re always going to be alone!’’
‘’Maybe I like that...I have always been alone...in that dark room...no one came then and they won't now...I don't want help...I don't deserve it...’’, the boy said and Shun tilted his head to the side slightly in confusion. Okay, maybe this boy had been through a lot, but he wasn’t the only one, so was Shun. So why didn’t the boy just listen to the lady and act a bit more normal. But at the same time, the lady didn’t act normal, either; in Shun’s opinion she had been a bit too quick to act, with the hitting and stuff.


The boy, who (Shun had heard), was called Hikaru, and the woman spoke for a moment longer before she got into her car and drove off. The boy grabbed his belongings and came Shun’s way and Shun stared at the wall quickly, not in the mood to actually interact with this person. This Hikaru had just had an argument with a lady that had abandoned him, and Shun felt sick and had this huge headache again, there was no way in hell this combination of persons would go well together, not today.
‘’I don't know if it crossed your mind or not, but there's a toilet about five feet from where we are standing. If you puked in there instead of out here then you wouldn't have to clean it up. Unless this house has no toilets for the foster kids to use. Then that's just sad and this house it worse than I thought it was going to be.’’
‘’Oh. Ha. Ha.’’, Shun thought, his words ringing sarcastically in his mind. He didn’t say them though, he kept his mouth shut and just looked at the boy, shrugging slightly, an annoyed look on his eyes.
‘’Hey how about I help you inside. I have to bring my stuff in anyway and I could use someone to show me where a empty bed is. I'll carry and you open the door. Fair trade?’’, the boy asked him suddenly, rubbing Shun’s back.
‘’Y-yeah… sounds like a plan…’’, Shun responded and he looked at the filled violin and guitar cases before sighing and opening the front door, entering the house. ‘’I can show you your room. Actually you can choose which room you want because there are a few empty beds left.’’


Shun walked into the front hallway and slowly walked towards the hallway where the rooms were. He walked slowly because he wanted the boy called Hikaru to keep up with him, but at the same time he was in too much pain and too sick to walk faster. He stumbled slightly, standing wobbly on his legs, his hand went past the wall, trying to keep himself balanced.
Passing the rooms he stopped near a room which was completely empty, resting his back against the wall he sighed and closed his eyes for a moment, trying to get rid of his headache and the nauseous feeling in his stomach.
Opening his eyes again after a short moment he said with a sigh, too tired to even bother too much: ‘’This room has two more beds available, I think, because another boy arrived at the house this morning… Anyway, there’s another room over there-’’
Shun pointed at his and Kain’s bedroom door before continuing with his explanation. ‘’…that is mine and Kain’s room; there’s still one empty bed available in that room as well. So, you’re choice.’’
Shun groaned and stretched his arms, cracking his neck slightly in the process. He then looked at Hikaru, realizing the boy didn’t know his name yet. But actually he wasn’t really in the mood for a long introduction. ‘’My name is Takeru, but everyone calls me Shun, so I suggest you do the same… I’m sorry but I’m really tired… I’m gonna sleep now…’’, he said and he went over to his bedroom, stepping inside and closing the door behind him. he went ot lay down on his bed and closed his eyes.
‘’I want to be alone…’’

Footsteps entered the bathroom and Yuki’s heartbeat grew louder and faster, he could hear the blood buzzing in his ears. Looking up in shock he saw it was Roki and he released the breath he had held for a moment, sighing in relief. He watched in silence as Roki went to the sink near him and turned on the tap, attempting to clean his shirt.
‘’Kitty, how are we going to clean our pants? ...and...um… ...my boxers...how do I wash them?’’, the boy asked and Yuki looked confused at him, shrugging afterwards while blushing slightly.
‘’I don’t know… I think you can’t…’’, he responded in a whisper, not sure what else to say. He continued to wash his own shirt with the water as he stood there in complete silence again. turning off the tap he grabbed his shirt and got rid of most of the water, eyeing the brown long sleeved shirt in his hands to make sure the whole spot was gone. The mess was gone, but now his shirt was covered with water, a huge stain.
Suddenly the bell rang and Yuki almost jumped out of shock, he stared at Roki with big eyes, too afraid to say anything; the sound had startled him, but that wasn’t the only thing. Lunch was over, the hallway would be crowded with people.
‘’Son of a bit- I mean... Right you don't like cursing...um...son of a female dog?’’, Roki suddenly said and Yuki couldn’t help but giggle; Roki was funny, it eased the tension and Yuki’s nervousness slightly. But as soon as he was done giggling he became scared again, scared they would get caught like this.


‘’Ohhhh this is never gonna work Kitty... Kitty what do we do? What do we do? Oh my god their gonna find out! I don't want them to find out!’’,Roki said, it seemed like he was starting to panic now. Yuki looked at him quietly, his eyes big but a serious look in them; a mixture of fear and an attempt to calm down Roki.
He watched how Roki turned around and hid in one of the stalls, before looking back at Yuki and telling him to come hide, as well. ‘’Psst! Yuyu, come here, hurry. If you're hiding with me Kitty hurry up...I have to go again...’’
‘’Then go.’’, Yuki said quickly as he waved with his arms, a sign for Roki to go and use the toilet if he really had to. Yuki looked at the door again before putting back on his brown long sleeved shirt. ‘’I will hide in another one.’’
He quickly dashed over to the stall next to Roki’s, closing the door and locking it. He rested his back against the wall, staring up at the ceiling as he panted from the dash and his raging heartbeat. His wet shirt stuck to his body and it felt really uncomfortable.
Yuki could hear a few people coming in, discussing about games and the next class, or whatever they were talking about. He closed his eyes and tried to steady his breathing. Silently he listened, waiting for these boys to leave the restroom.


After what seemed like an eternity another school bell rang, telling every student the next class had now started, and the boys left the restroom to go to their next class. Yuki sighed in relief, his eyes closed. He waited another minute longer to make sure no one would enter the restroom again, before knocking softly on his stall’s wall, trying to get Roki’s attention.
‘’Roki, I think they’re gone. I don’t think more people will come back. But… we’re too late for class again…’’, he whispered, in case maybe someone would enter the room again and would hear him speak. He sighed at his own words and shook his head, sitting down on the closed toilet he buried his face in his hands. ‘’What do we do now…?’’, he asked Roki, because he himself didn’t have a single clue anymore on what to do. Running and panicking like this had completely exhausted him, and then there was that… thing they had done in the empty classroom not too long ago.
‘’This was the most stupid idea ever…’’, Yuki thought, shaking his head again as he kept his face buried in his hands. He could feel tears prick his eyes and he tried his best not to cry, but exhaustion was taking over. ‘’I’m so scared…’’
The tears began to fall, rolling down his cheek. Yuki lowered his hands and stared at the ground, at his feet. Wiping the tears away more kept coming back and Yuki began to sob, his voice a hoarse whisper. He shouldn’t be crying but he couldn’t help it; he was exhausted, and he was afraid. No, he was terrified of what might happen if they left the restroom like this, shirts all wet. He didn’t want think about it, but he could not NOT think about it, either. ‘’What do we do now…?’’

“Then go. I will hide in another one.”
Roki stared at Yuki as he saw him waving his hands in his direction. He then nodded slowly a bit hurt that Yuki didn't want to hide with him, though after that he guessed part of him was a bit at ease with it too. He watched Yuki rush from the sink over to the stall directly next to him and couldn't help but giggle a bit. Hearin Yuki lock the door Roki stilled his giggles and shut his door quickly before locking it as well.
Roki leaned against the door as he heard students coming into the restroom. He closed his eyes as he tried to calm his heart he could hear beating in his ears. 'Okay...it's fine...no one knows...shirts clean jackets clean, wet but both clean...' He looked down and noticed he still had no shirt on as he gripped it tightly in his left hand. He pulled it on whimpering as the cold wet material hit his skin.
Glancing down at his jacket he didn't think he needed to put it back on yet.
Roki looked around peeking out the cracks in the door as he waited for the boys to leave the restroom. 'Oh come on...I wanna talk to Kitty...I can't while you guys are in here...' Roki suddenly felt a feeling hit him all of the sudden and remembered why he had rushed over to the stall in the first place. He hung his jacket of the clothes peg on the back of the door before rushing over to the toilet.


Roki heard a bell go off as he finished and started to clean out his boxers. He heard the boys leave the restroom and sighed before remembering what that bell meant. Another class had started and now him and Yuki were late. Again. He groaned and slammed his back softly against the wall before sliding down onto the floor.
'Ugh why? ...school sucks...I never liked it...always hated it...bullies, teachers, work, just all of it...'
“Roki I think they're gone. I don't think more people will come back. But... we're late for class again... what do we do now...?”
Roki replayed Yuki's words he had just whispered in his mind. Do now? He sighed and curled his knees up before burying his face in them. He had no idea. I was scared and tired and confused. “I really am not sure...I don't know what to do...so tired right now I just wanna sleep...but I can't...and if we're late again I don't know what will happen...though we already were once so...I dunno...”
Roki looked up as he heard a soft noise. Was Yuki crying? He rolled over onto all fours and popped his head under the stall. Yeah he was again. Roki felt tears start to form in his eyes. He didn't want Yuki to cry again, he hated it when he did. It always gave him a useless feeling. Like he really wasn't all he pretended to be.
Even though his mind told him not to Roki crawled under the stall into Yuki's anyway. He stood up and hugged Yuki tightly wrapping his arms around him. He closed his eyes and started rubbing his back before making shh'ing sounds to him.
“...It's okay Kitty...shhh...I am right here and I wouldn't be going anywhere anytime soon...shhh...please don't cry because you'll make me start crying to...shhh...since school is over in about two hours anyway I have a idea...okay babe?”
Roki blinked back his tears and sniffled before wiping his eyes. He couldn't cry while he was comforting Yuki. He didn't want to make things worse.

'Hmm...we need to do something to take his mind off of this...oh...and that...whatever that was...umm...lets see...whenever I was feeling sad dad and mom would give me stuff to make me feel better...I don't have any drugs here though and I doubt Yuyu would take them anyway and to be honest I never like how they tasted...hmmm...there's always beer...yeah. Beer is fun and good and I think big bro said it helps with depression. It's perfect then since Kitty is depressed, beer will help him a lot!'
Roki smiled to himself and wiped the last of his tears away before pulling back from their hug. He smiled warmly at Yuki and grabbed his hands squeezing them a bit. “Kitty! I have a great idea! School is almost over anyway so let's leave and take you bike into town. I have some people I want you to meet. They have something that will make you happier again!”
He leaned in and kissed Yuki quickly on the lips before pulling back. “Let me get my jacket.” He crawled back under the stall and grabbed his jacket before returning. Smiling warmly at him again he giggled softly and stood looking at Yuki. 'Wonder if he is okay with it...I mean we already have a teacher willing to help though I doubt he will go thru with it...and then there's that nurse lady who is kinda nice...still...'

Shun laid in his bed, his eyes closed firmly as he tried to sleep, but the pounding headache he felt kept him awake. It hurt and it annoyed him so much. But he was glad he was back in his room; he had come home earlier than expected but at least he was alone now, in his room, able to go to sleep.
‘’At least I can close my eyes now and rest…’’, he thought to himself as he rolled on his other side, trying to get more comfortable as he dug himself in underneath his blankets.
However, his rest was disturbed by a sudden banging sound and Shun’s eyes shot open as he turned his head to stare at the door. There was that Hikaru boy again, smiling like he didn’t seem to care. He looked around the room, went to the empty bed and dropped his stuff before moving over to Shun’s bed and dropping Shun’s stuff on the ground beside it.
Shun groaned in annoyance; he wanted to sleep now, but Hikaru didn’t leave him alone, he just didn’t want to listen, it seemed. He even began to address Shun again while it was obvious Shun wanted to be alone right now, asleep.
‘’So...Takeru was it? Nice to meet you. My name is Hikaru. I don't want to bother you too much since you seem tired, but I do need to say that I never stayed in a common folk's dwelling before. Not as big as I am used to but it will do for now. Never stayed in a room with other boys before though...’’, the boy spoke and Shun stared irritated at him, frowning at his last words.


‘’Oh, never shared a room with anyone before? Guess you had a rich last home, didn’t you? A complete room for yourself. Well, it doesn’t work that way here.’’, Shun nagged, rubbing his eyes as he groaned once again. It didn’t seem like his words had reached Hikaru, but actually Shun couldn’t care less. Right now all he wanted was for Hikaru to shut up so Shun could finally close his eyes and rest.
Once again his nauseous feeling returned, deep inside his stomach, it twisted and turned. Shun laid his head back down on his pillow, pulling the sheets closer up to his face; they already covered his chin. ‘’So tired… why did I even decide on leaving the house? How stupid can I be…?’’
‘’N-not as good as a girls room though...heh heh...I mean don't get me wrong I really like guys and all but...um... Ugh I am just tired and stupid ignore me please!’’
Shun looked confused at Hikaru once more. The way the boy acted, the way he said it; Shun knew what was going on. He wasn’t stupid, he knew how people’s minds worked sometimes, he could read people’s body language. Clearly this boy was into guys and his secret nearly got spilled by himself. Well, actually it got spilled, but Shun didn’t really pay much attention to it, he didn’t care; this boy was who he was, and Shun himself had these… issues, as well, so he really wasn’t bothered by it. He even tend to draw some hot boys in one of his secret sketchbooks when no one was around. But that was Shun; his sexuality was a secret, no one needed to know. no one ever would get to know about it.


‘’Sorry...I am sorry you had to hear that stuff outside...I know you probably heard it and don't like me...no one really does...being in a house like this I can't really blame you...I read up on here and heard a few rumors so...yeah...sorry for my earlier words as well from just a few seconds ago...I just need to learn when to shut up...’’, Hikaru suddenly said, waking Shun from his daydream. The boy sat up in bed, at least, he tried, before falling back down in his bed again, groaning. ‘’Changing the subject all of a sudden, huh? He’s clearly gay. No doubt.’’
‘’Don’t worry about it,’’ Shun said as he stared up at the ceiling, not bothered to look Hikaru in the eyes. ‘’We all have our issues.’’, he continued to speak, referring to his own things, but not quite mentioning it. Clearly his words could refer to other things as well, like the things he had been through during his youth. The horrible things his father had done to him, beating him up, even with a chair when he was drunk or just pissed off at Shun for nothing. But the man was in jail now, and he would probably stay there for a very long time. At least half of Shun’s life. Thirty to forty years, maybe? Shun wasn’t really sure about that, though. ‘’Also, please call me Shun. Everyone does. I just want to start fresh, have a new life…’’
Suddenly Shun heard someone enter the room and he looked up to see Sasha, the girl Verine spent a lot of time with. The very beautiful girl. ‘’Hey.’’, was all she said as she stood there, before walking over to Shun. She even ended up scooting next to Shun in his bed, laying down beside him as she wiped some hair out of his eyes.


‘’Are you alright, Shun?’’, she asked him, but Shun didn’t answer; he stared at Sasha, blushing slightly, blinking a few times. He didn’t know what to say, he didn’t even know why she was here in this room, laying beside him, in his bed…
Luckily he didn’t need to say anything to her question though, as the girl moved her head to look at Hikaru, talking to him. Shun didn’t really pay much attention to her words. Instead his eyes rolled down to Sasha’s chest, completely lost in his own thoughts. Such a beautiful girl, good-looking body, barely any clothing. ‘’She looks… nice.’’
Shun’s eyes widened and he quickly looked away, his blush growing darker. He had just stared at Sasha’s boobs. Yes, he had. And he felt really ashamed for it, punishing himself in his mind.
‘’Stop it Takeru… you can’t stare; she’s not your girlfriend.’’, he thought, biting his lip slightly as he glanced away, at the wall. He was kind of confused with his own behavior, no, more shocked. ‘’Weird though, I’ve never stared before, I didn’t consider myself a staring person. Why did it happen just now…? Maybe it’s my headache, maybe it’s because I miss Haya…’’
He looked at Sasha again, but this time up, at her face, not her chest. He tried to hide his shame, smiling weakly. He didn’t want to think about what just had happened.
‘’I’m alright…’’, he said. ‘’Just feeling kind of sick and I have this headache again, and I’m really tired, but I’m fine…’’